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[pyxaron]

So much thinking to do... I kinda wish i had someone who knew me really well to talk to right now.

Coming back home has definitively been an interesting experience. I'm surprised by how little i missed most of my family... Actually, i didn't want to see most of them again. That's probably a sign that it's time for me to leave, or something.

And i currently feel kinda weird toward the trip, now that i've had time to just think. It wasn't bad in any way, but it made me see how different things can be. And i also feel like if a lot had been missing. Lots of thing i should have said and done that i didn't...

I don't know... Meh. I should go back to sleep.

Stupid languages.

It's weird how much i can feel alone right now.

By the way, i skipped work yesterday. I wasn't in the mood or had the energy to work. Probably a good thing...

I'm only going back because i owe people money.

Comments

[blacktyrannomon.livejournal.com]

Hey man, sorry to hear readjusting is going a bit hard, and the news about your cat :(
But I'm around if you need somebody to talk to, sure Im not a longtime close friend, but I >am< somebody, no? Fire off an E-mail or something if you wanna hit me up. Hope things smooth out for you soon!

[pyxaron.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the offer, but it was one of these moments where i'd kinda need to talk to someone who has known me for a while, and who could remind me of why i've been living like that for years, and what i'm getting out of it, and stuff like that. Someone who could put me back into my "old" life.

But i'm ok now.

[blacktyrannomon.livejournal.com]

I pretty much thought that, but wanted to put my hand out anyway for yas. Glad you're feelin better.

[guilen.livejournal.com]

Dude. That feeling, where you come back and you're unhappy to. That's a sign you should leave. That's how -I'm- taking it, given what I've felt in the last while :) I don't know where you'd go, necessarily, but think about it. Think about what you would love to do, and where you would love to do it. Nothing gonna make you happy if it ain't a dream in some way :)