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Yeah... One thing. Always remember these stupid rules, like "When you think nothing worse can happen, something will.". They have an annoying tendancy to turn out to be right.

At the moment, it seems that the trip to florida i had planned for months have been nuked for a reason totally out of my control.

I'm really... I don't know how to call that. Not depressed, not angry, not disappointed... Kinda stuck mood where i just can't give up, need to fight and find a solution, but where i'm also almost completely powerless.

And yeah, i think i kinda need to apologise to various people for not talking more today. I really didn't feel like talking about it or being asked about it, and i don't want to give too many details to prevent negative reactions against some people who don't deserve them.

I know i should probably just have said that i wasn't really well and wanted to be left alone, but i had the impression this would just make me end up being questionned to death.

Bleh... I should just go to bed. I feel at risk of becoming dangerous if someone touches me or says the wrong thing again.

Why can't things just work sometime?
(Something more than just Skype, which does just work.)

And i'm NOT giving up.

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Yay, another day of hell at work.

Nothing but problem cases since i came in. Turns out that many parts that were in the "new" box were defective.

And no money for refunds...

Also a few urgent cases that seem to have a problem.

And my reaction time seems to be dead today. I'm also doing stupid things as saying all my lines at once. It's really stupid... "Please sign here. Here's your copy, you have a 90 days in store warranty." before the person has even started signing.

I want to SLEEEEEP!