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Whee... That's a good way to do nothing. Start something you don't really want to do, and delay everything until it's done.

I think i won't write about last sunday/monday.

But as usual, i will have to do the opposite of what i say.

Why do i even try to understand myself.

... because it's 5am. Good point.

Spent the night coding, for the first time since... Can't even remember the last time i did that. It's good.

Maybe bed now.

Music...

I'm annoyed by the kind of music i like. Maybe kinda ashamed of it too. I think it's stupid mindless happy beats...

Everyone seems to be talking about serious music with a deep or at least somewhat significant meaning behind it. And i'm just bouncing randomly in my head with a beat while thinking of something else. I like that, i almost can't do things without it... But if i spend a few minutes listening to what it actually is, it makes me almost sick. Annoying situation.

That makes the question "what kind of music do you listen to" hard to answer. "What kind of music do you like" too... Both wouldn't get the same answer anyway.

It's also funny how i like that kind of music only on MY sound system and MY headphones. Anything else just sounds.... wrong. I don't know exactly why, but it just doesn't work.

Last night...

Interesting dream about following traintracks thru industrial areas, highly modified cop cars, uselessly big cellphones, gangs with weak guns and old arcade games turned into audio equipement.

Also with random friends of Dragon9 appearing with a whole backstory to ask about computers or electronics.

All that with me constantly shifting between human and dragon without knowing it.